I have walked into the realm of The Odin Project.
It is supposed to be one of the most complete and difficult course attempts out there. I probably need that. I keep learning little pieces of things and then run into the brick wall of not being able to actually function out in the wild. That is a bit of a non-negotiable thing for me because I really need to be able to function at this point.
It is primarily a web functions course going into Full Stack development, and I hope to be able to use that platform to push myself and the systems I am desiring to create further and farther. It sucks not knowing the things you want or need to know. There is also a mountain of work involved in circumventing all of those feelings that come with not knowing.
There is also all of the other things that I am learning at the same time, like the whole crash course on systemd that I am also listening to while doing everything else.